&& my heart says....

i am definitely NO advocate for putting your [whole life] online or ANYWHERE for that matter, but why not write ambiguously about [a guy] named [ambiguous]....

so RAJ is the love of my life
YES...the love that I never thought would come til like 10 years from now!
we are not together but are great friends!
recently a [longggg over due talk] let loose feelings that were submersed in reality...
for the two of us---
&& now I wonderrrr
are we [kidding] ourselves....
the past 3 years of [us] have been [on & off]
[up && down]
&& just an overall lack of TRUE communication.
i feel as though he [<3s] me for EVERYTHING i am &&
i [<3] him for all that he is.

whatever happens in the [near]future....i am SUPER glad that when we are not [together], we can be the best of friends && that makes me (( smile ))

....FRIENDS first....then LoVeRs...its aLWayS a :: win-win ::

:: joc ::