&& what

first of all......[New York Magazine] && [Women's Wear Daily] are publishing GrEaT dishes in the upcoming month!!

SeCondLy....i STILL can't believe i've put all that i have put up here on this blog...but it is a **great** way to release && jot down thoughts that will eventually be put into poetry

...........im not [in] love...everyone has a first love
........... poetry coming soon
...........AIMO fashion show 2009 coming in march
..........joc's photography is on a roll!


:: joc ::

&& back to my roots...

today for some odd reason after class today i just felt like listenin to [MY] music && nothin more!

[MY] music is defined as [REAL].
yeah i like to listen to mainstream rap/r & b....but

my roots && my TRUE self is defined by neo-soul/original hip hop

&& musiq
&& floetry
&& dangelo
&& sam sparro
&& nas....etc

today i'm REALLy vibin' on the following

&& cool kids
&& tabi booney
&& wale
&& the roots
&& q-tip
&& talib quali
&& jurassic 5
&& the knux

feel free to [explore] ---> my music

: joc ::

&& ya know what.....

jamie foxx & t-pain [blame it]//john legend//tabi bonnie [rich kids]// & wale [nike boots] are my junks rii now..... && ya know what else???

.....tips for all the folks out there

* focus on you first (don't let a guy or girl take up too much of your time)
* if you are not getting what you put into a relationship/courtship; make your demands or leave it
* music connects folks
* writing poetry is THE GREATEST way to [think]

....that is all =)

:: joc ::

&& my heart says....

i am definitely NO advocate for putting your [whole life] online or ANYWHERE for that matter, but why not write ambiguously about [a guy] named [ambiguous]....

so RAJ is the love of my life
YES...the love that I never thought would come til like 10 years from now!
we are not together but are great friends!
recently a [longggg over due talk] let loose feelings that were submersed in reality...
for the two of us---
&& now I wonderrrr
are we [kidding] ourselves....
the past 3 years of [us] have been [on & off]
[up && down]
&& just an overall lack of TRUE communication.
i feel as though he [<3s] me for EVERYTHING i am &&
i [<3] him for all that he is.

whatever happens in the [near]future....i am SUPER glad that when we are not [together], we can be the best of friends && that makes me (( smile ))

....FRIENDS first....then LoVeRs...its aLWayS a :: win-win ::

:: joc ::

&& now introducing...

never really been interested in blogs but decided to [give it a try]
it will be my virtual poetry notebook
my thoughts on my TRUE <3>

* photography
* fashion
* poetry
* music
* life
* misc

so without further ado.....HERE I GO!

:: joc ::